thinking

am i thinking too much?
is it really depend on how u think about it?
i can't do tat although i wish to....
am i too closed minded?
i dun wish so but i really care....
haih....
maybe becos i'm scare...
can i just let it be???
just depend on wat i feel?
dun care wat other ppl think?
but can i do so???can i act it is nth happen??
i dun think so...
although i can act...but my mind will keep on thinking about that...
haih...
can i just forget about it?
pls...

sad

haha...again...i'm sad...
i will only remember my blog when i'm sad...
y??? maybe i'm lazy when i'm in good mood...
i discover my friend who betray me...talk bad thing behind me...
although we r not close friend anymore...
but i'm really hurt...what's wrong with me???
this is the second friend do these thing to me???
am i really too "讨人厌"??? or i'm too good untill others hv to jealous on me???
i believe answer will be d 1st 1...
haih...i treat them with true heart...really...
what can i do???
as what my friend said....
do not let those bad thing hurt you...
u must live better than them...
so i gonna sleep now...with good mood....
**with true fren from 12am-7am...(new record)

haih~~~

i also dunno how to describe my feeling....i used to keep quite when i get scolded....maybe this is mainly because i hate argument...but i do feel sad after that......

i'm thinking the words to fight back during the moment ppl scolding me...
however, i still insist to keep my mouth shut......
if i really wanna fight back, i know the 1st thing i will do is cry.....
then become hard to talk n keep quite n crying again.....
i also cannot tahan myself....haih~~~~

she is the person i admired the most since i was young.....
i nv reject anything she ask me to do when i was young....
i love to shopping with her even i know sure i will get scold...(cos i'm always stupid)
i can put my friend at last minutes time because she wanna go out with me...

i also dunno since when...
the number of argument between us keep on increase....
i feel tired to talk to her....
i don like to go home because of her.....
i will reject whatever she request....

i accept 1 thing now.....she hate me.....hate my personality.....
what can i do?????
haih......i cannot sleep....

Time to get a Passport~~~~~

Since I'm planning to further my study in UK, passport would be the most important document. Summore it is self preparing.....dun DREAM instruction would be given from the HEAD. All of us know that apply new passport would cos almost 1 day time, as stupid as I also can finish it by 12pm in the afternoon....hoho...(tis time quite clever...)

to shorten the whole progress :
1) download application form
- print it out and fill in be4 u go
- it cos RM1 for 1 psc of paper if u bough from counter
- hehe....it is available at online application form

2) IC and BIRTH Cert
- photocopy of IC and birth cert(1st time apply only, not required for renewal)
- bring along original IC and birth cert
- or cos u 20 cents per pg of photostat

3) pictures
- better snap at there cos definately fulfill the new requirement
- 2 pic for new applicant and 1 pic for renewal
- cheapest to snap at those look like 大头贴 machine (RM8 per 4 pcs)

4) wake up early
- it open at 8am...all documents must bring along n filled in before u can get the number...
- be the 1st one to rush in!!!!! with all document listed above!!!!!

More over, if u can go Sri Rampai there...it is sure faster than Damansara 1....(cos seldom ppl go there...)I believe could be finish it before 10am.....can go back sleep again!!!

~~LoVe~~

I still wonder y I still can think such unimportant thing at this busy moment. I need to submit my project on monday, means i left only 2 days to finish it, n i still dare to blog....haih.....Actually it is a quite important thing for most of the people....but it may become unimportant when u need to study....

I start reading novel again....stop it for 3 years already.....suddenly got the mood to do so....the book named "爱情的海洋"....after finish reading i realised :

爱情 => 缘分 + 时机 + 对的人


常在想。。。。就是他吗??这就是我所要的???

我一直以为我是一个现实的人。。。。
所以爱情小说都在教坏人, 哪有这么帅,有钱,聪明加转一的好男人!!(作者请别扁我)。。。。
但其实我很自私。。。。
一方面觜上说 "我不希罕!", 私下却等待着"惊喜"地发生。。。。
导致我一直觉得他给我的爱不够, 时常发脾气。。。。
难得他还受得了。。。。。。

重点在那里???
没有啊。。。。

我的只是觉得 :
爱情还是梦幻一点好!!!! 这样你才不会计较付出多少，还有得到多少 。。。。
只要有这么一个人，能让你清楚知道 “他爱你” 。。。。
那就够了!!

祝福你也能够找到你的 "她 / 他"